psomeone said that am the only one who spent my parent's money in my family. why? cause since i was little, i'd already taken my own decision to decide on something which related to my life, my future. for example, when i was 7 i said to my mum that i decided to take an english course, &definitely mum said yes. (FYI she's typical of parent who always says yes for educational things. am grateful to have her. but waitttttt..... lemme explain why i write this post. yesterday me and the person who said the first sentence of this post had a fight. he choked me up with his-amazing-words. but i can say nothing, i just dealt with it.) then about 2 years later i felt bored, i thought that it isn't a good condition anymore to continue my course, i thought it just wasted her money and my time, so without my mums permission, i resigned from that institution and i thought to find another fascinating one. i always did the same thing, hmm lets say until now!!! why until now? check it out. am one of the economics student, i've studied at faculty of economics for a year. nothing wrong with economics actually, economics-is-just-not-my-thing, i found no passion in it, i tried to stay, to survive, but i won't give the maximum result in the end. so, i said to my mum that am thinking to change my major, and i decided to change it with Law. at first she didn't agree, she told me that i just wasted my time during a year if i change my major. but i explained to her patiently, everything what i felt. and finally... she said yes :)
i admit that statement is true, i don't wanna be a naive person who don't wanna admit my badass but at least i'm trying to make my own decision for my own life. thanks for made me realize that am a troublemaker in family, and big thanks for motivating me to prove that all of the money which spent for me won't be in vain, thanks a lot man! but i wanna tell you one important thing, it is not about i can't facing the economics stuffs, i proved i can. it is also not about spending my mums money, but it's all about satisfaction. satisfaction for finding your passion, satisfaction to live your life well, &satisfaction to get the best result for what you've done, for what you believe.
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