i prefer to be in no option

It's hard to live in a life with no mum. And harder when there's no great dad's figure, or at least good. It is become hardest when you have to keep your life, your family life, your education in one straight line, and at the same time you have to be a good role-model for your sister and grow her up. But well, this is R-E-A-L-L-I-F-E. Whatever happens to you, you're ready or not, you're mature enough or not, life is go on and on and on and on. i admit that sometimes it's unfair, but to whom we should complain? God? yourself? your parents? or anybody who close to you? not them, not anyone, but no one. because in the end, it only has two options: being more mature or getting crazy