everything seems goes wrong lately, mom. am overlapping, am messed up. i don't know what kind of life it is. life is hard when you were here, but harder when you weren't here. i need you to share what's goin' on these days. honestly, i haven't find someone who can change your position yet (in that case), maybe i can't, neither the relatives nor dad. you know him, don't you? he is not such a great one to change your position in any kind of condition and situation. time destroys all things, mom. the only person who always be here for me, the only person who you gave your trust to take care of me has gone. am done with him, you know it, right? well, am kinda overwhelmed with my things, friends' stuff, love life's stuffs, college's stuff, and house's stuff including dad and Putri. am trying to solve it one by one, as hard as i can. you r the one who taught me how to deal with life thingy. i feel like am in an emergency to meet you, like we used to but seems like i lost my track. well, anyway, Putri is good. she's really a proud daughter, isn't she? her grades is gratifying. and the good news is we are in a progress to minimize our quarrels. and dad? he is still the same one in different situation. and so sorry i can't take care your plants mom, several of them r withered, and so sorry i haven't tidy your room up yet. because i have to deal with my assignments :(
hope He gives you a lot of bundles of joy, mom. make sure you help me to find the "tracks" that i told you above. i love you never end.
with kisses, hugs, and prays
yours,
Frida
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