i prefer to be in no option

It's hard to live in a life with no mum. And harder when there's no great dad's figure, or at least good. It is become hardest when you have to keep your life, your family life, your education in one straight line, and at the same time you have to be a good role-model for your sister and grow her up. But well, this is R-E-A-L-L-I-F-E. Whatever happens to you, you're ready or not, you're mature enough or not, life is go on and on and on and on. i admit that sometimes it's unfair, but to whom we should complain? God? yourself? your parents? or anybody who close to you? not them, not anyone, but no one. because in the end, it only has two options: being more mature or getting crazy

ME <3 YOU, MOM

God knows what's best

when the situation forced you to be more independent..
when there's no one who can make you comfortable..
when there's no one who can be your best listener..
when the time asked you to take all of the responsibilities..

and the only thing you can do is just.. pray!
people said that it'll works, hope so.

am sick of my thoughts

I understand I should give him space and I do. Yes, I know I’m not the only girl in his life. I know he will always talk to other girls. I just always get this feeling that I can still lose him. Trust, yes I trust him. I’m just.. scared. Scared because you’ll never know what can happen.

BEFORE YOU ASSUME, LEARN THE FACTS. BEFORE YOU JUDGE, UNDERSTAND. BEFORE YOU HURT SOMEONE, FEEL. BEFORE YOU SPEAK, THINK.

Everyone has their own story. Everyone has gone through something that has changed them.

:)

aku tidak bisa memilikimu seutuhnya karena aku punya keterbatasan. tapi, kamu bisa memilikiku seutuhnya karena aku ada karena kamu ada.