GUE BISA! PASTI BISA!

GUE PASTI BISA MOVE ON. PLEASE JANGAN HUBUNGIN GUE LAGI KALO ADA APA-APA SAMA SODARA LO ITU! GUE GA ADA URUSAN LAGI SAMA DIA, BIARIN AJA DIA JALANIN APA YANG UDAH DIA PILIH, DIA UDAH MILIH UNTUK MASANG BADAN KOK, TERUS KENAPA GUE LAGI  YANG HARUS TURUN TANGAN? GUE JUGA MAU TENANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When A Heart Hurts Hard

GUE GABUTUH LO LAGI. GUE GAMAU INGET LO LAGI, GUE GAMAU KENAL LO LAGI, GUE GAMAU PEDULI SAMA LO LAGI.

TERSERAH!!!

LO MAU SAKIT HATI KEK, LO MAU KANGEN GUE KEK, LO MAU INGET GUE KEK, LO MAU BALIK KAYA DULU KEK.

IM TIRED ENOUGH!!! AND JUST WISHING ALL MY FEELING WAS GONE.

Milo, i miss you so much!

Guys, you know whaaaaat? gue kangen my little MILO.

Milo itu boneka anjing kecil yang pernah gue kasih ke seseorang setaun yg lalu.

hari ini gue sakit, radang gue kumat lagi, alhasil gue demam tinggi sama berasa pusing bangeet! dan entah kenapa gue pengeeeeeeeen banget peluk milo. cuma gue bingung gimana cara gue bisa ketemu milo???? gue gamau ganggu hubungan "mereka" biarin mereka ngejalanin apa yg seharusnya mereka jalanin, dan begitu jg gue. tp gue bener-bener kangen miloooooo.

Please anybody help me, Bring him back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everybody's Changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Since everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

Letter to you, mr. crap!

Hello Mr.26!

what's going on today?

entah kenapa bee dari hari ke hari aku semakin kangen kamu.

aku gabisa ngungkapin apa yang aku rasa lewat sms atau telfon

aku udah janji sama diri aku untuk ngga hubungin kamu lagi sampai pada saatnya nanti

that's why i choose this blog to share what i feel.

aku baru sadar kalo ternyata ga segampang itu menjauh dari kamu ya.

aku bodoh, aku tolol pernah berfikir kalo aku bisa dalam waktu secepet ini.

aku selalu berharap ada orang yang bisa ngegantiin posisi kamu tp blm ada yang bisa

mungkin karena aku masih belom bisa nerima orang lain di kehidupan aku.

masih terlalu cepet untuk ke tahap itu.

kadang aku mau pergi jauh dari hidup kamu, tp semakin aku menghindar semakin aku kepikiran.

tapi tenang bee semua nya ga sia-sia, aku udah jadi cewe yang tough, yang tangguh atas segala kondisi dan permasalahan yg ada, yang bisa kontrol emosi dimanapun aku berada, yang bisa menghargai orang lain apapun itu hasil akhirnya. aku udah bisa ngebuktiin kalo aku sekarang udah jadi cewe yang jauh lebih baik, at least untuk diri aku sendiri.

semoga kamu juga sudah menjadi seseorang yang berarti untuk diri kamu dan orang lain ya :)

regards,

Frida Riliandhita

untuk dia, yang menjadi inspirasiku

hey Mr.26
how's your life?
you know? i miss you so damn much, really.
dont know why, rencently i remember the greatest memories of ours.

when you kiss my eyebrow
when you hold me in your arms
when you hug me tightly
when we had our weirdo convo
when we prove our feeling is true
when you gimme a bucket of roses
and a warm kiss on my lips
when we celebrate our anniversary
when you keep me from my fear
when you make me calm from my reslessness
and there're a lot of greatfull memories that i've had.

one thing, and i dont want you to know......
that im here. still be the woman who can't be moved!

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye

When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you 

Fighter

When I, thought I knew you 

Thinking, that you were true 

I guess I, I couldn't trust 

'Cause your bluff time is up 

'Cause I've had enough 

You were, there by my side 

Always, down for the ride 

But your, joy ride just came down in flames 

'Cause your greed sold me out of shame

After all of the stealing and cheating 

You probably think that I hold resentment for you 

But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong 

'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do 

I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through 

So I wanna say thank you 

'Cause it makes me that much stronger 

Makes me work a little bit harder 

It makes me that much wiser 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Made me learn a little bit faster 

Made my skin a little bit thicker 

Makes me that much smarter 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Never, saw it coming 

All of, your backstabbing 

Just so, you could cash in 

On a good thing before I realized your game 

I heard, you're going around 

Playing, the victim now 

But don't, even begin 

Feeling I'm the one to blame 

'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies 

Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore 

Uh, no more, oh no, it's over 

'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture 

I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down 

So I wanna say thank you 

I miss you

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

damn! i wish..

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me


Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!

NO LONGER CARE AND NO LONGER YOU.

PLEASE GO AWAY

Just a little bit caught in the middle

hi bloggie, udah lama gue ga nge-blog. sempet gue hidden dan gue menghilang selama beberapa hari. well, banyak yg udah terjadi selama beberapa hari kemarin. sayangnya gabisa gue paparin semuanya disini, udah ga ada privacy nya lagi blog ini hmmmm gue cuma memastikan kalo kali ini gue berantakan (lagi) dan butuh temen-temen gue yg bisa ngebangkitin gue (lagi). yang harus kalian tau, gue trauma kenal orang baru, bener apa yang peppy bilang hidup itu bener-bener kejam kalo kita udah liat dan merasakan realita nya. dan semua nya terjadi sama gue bertubi-tubi, nyakitin emang tapi gue gamau terpuruk atau berlaku bodoh seperti beberapa bulan lalu, sekarang gue berfikir kalo ini salah satu proses pendewasaan yang pasti dan mau ngga mau harus gue hadapin, gue ga akan bisa menghindar dari ini semua. TUHAN itu ADIL, dan gue percaya suatu saat nanti gue dapet kebahagiaan yang sepadan atas apa yg udah gue hadapin

Trouble is a Friend

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go

No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow

The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe

And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow

He sees what I see and he knows what I know

So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel

And how I try to make him leave, I try

I try!