The worst moments in life

• not getting a text back
• "am fine"
• cancelled plans
• having a great day, only to have it ruined by someone
• burning your taste buds
• feeling sick & tired
• "am sorry, what was your name again?"
• not getting enough sleep
• turning to the radio station to the end of a good song
• being ignored by people you care about
• feeling alone in a room full of people
• crying yourself to sleep
• not being missed
• knowing that you're not the only one
• being replaced

Akhirnya aku tersenyum lagi, senyum kecil, senyum yang sama yang pernah kulemparkan disaat aku tau bahwa aku memang bukan satu-satunya :) tapi, sayang itu memberi. ada kalanya memberi perhatian, ada kalanya memberi hukuman, dan ada kalanya memberi pengampunan, karena aku mencoba percaya bahwa dia bisa membuktikan ucapan dan janjinya.

FR

dedicated to you, my Benetiara♥

AM NOT PERFECT

I MAKE MISTAKES

BUT WHEN I SAY SORRY

I MEAN IT!

"your voice is my favorite sound & your name is my favorite noun"

Stuff your eyes with wonder, live as if you’d drop dead in ten seconds. See the world. It’s more fantastic than any dream made or paid for in factories

p.s: You are my sun, my sky. Happy anniversary, my Benetiara♥

“It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe thats the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.”

what a girl wants a guy to do...

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in
• leave her a cite text notes
• kiss her in front of your friends
• tell her she looks beautiful
• look into her eyes when you talk to her
• just walk around with her
• forgive her for her mistakes
• look at her like she's the only girl you see
• tickle her even when she says stop
• hold her hand when you're around your friends
• when she stars swearing at you, tell her you love her
• let her fall asleep in your arms
• get her mad, then kiss her
• tease her and let her tease you back
• watch her favorite movies with her
• kiss her forehead
• give her the world
• write her letters
• let her wear your clothes
• when she's sad, hang out with her
• let her know she's important
• let her take all the photos she wants of you
• kiss her in the pouring rain
• when you fall in love with her, tell her

i love this song, a lot. but y JB?

idk y he always destroys my good impression about him. Hiii :&

The amazing moments in life

• coming home late and straight to the bed
• buying amazing clothes that you found on sale
• holding hands
• unexpected moments that become your favorite memories
• talking on the phone until five in the morning
• resting on someones chest
• taking long showers that wash away your worries
• feeling as though you finally belong somewhere
• deciding what you wanna do with your life
• feeling satisfied after a delicious meal
• falling asleep instantly when you're upset
• meeting people that happen to change your life
• when you have a great night of sleep
• drinking a cup of tea
• realizing everything is gonna be okay

Never impose on others what you would not choose for yourself.

It’s the "Golden Rule" and the essence of real compassion.

Not compassion as in looking down on someone and have pity for another, this is no real compassion. Compassion means seeing another person 100% equal to yourself (in value, not in differentials on the surface which ultimately do not matter). In fact it is seeing yourself in every other person. And therefore you cannot harm anyone without also harming yourself. 

It doesn’t mean to lose individuality or self-worth, on the contrary – but the other person earns the same gift.

check this kewl one out!

Joyeux Anniversaire, ♥!

hi bloggosphere! it's been a loooooonggg time since the last time i post my blog. am too busy with my new activities actually. but lemme talk about that later cause there's something more important thing to share....


HAPPY 14th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, MY PRAMIS!
I hope we can make it last, we can make our daydreams come true, You & Me :*

Great Love ♥♥♥♥♥♥,

yours.

Long Distance Relationship

duluuuu.. dulu banget sampe akhirnya gue ketemu pacar gue yang sekarang, 3 kata diatas gapernah gue temuin. gue gapernah berani nyoba hubungan jarak jauh, bahkan blm pernah sama sekali karena pada saat itu yang ada dipikiran gue "gue gamungkin bisa ngejalanin LDR, gue ga akan kuat." kenapa? let's say gue itu tipikal orang yang jealousy & ga sabaran. gue selalu takut kalo pacar gue macem-macem dibelakang gue (well, not only me, every girl does) tapi kadar ketakutan gue "mungkin" bisa dibilang lebih tinggi daripada wanita kebanyakan. sampe pada akhirnya gue ketemu pacar gue yg sekarang, namanya pramis. gue sama pacar gue udah pacaran 1 tahun, kita udah kenal dari tahun 2007. banyak banget hal yang udah kita laluin dari completely strangers sampe jadi pasangan yang tau gimana kita luar-dalam (untuk gue pribadi, sumpah ga gampang mencapai ke tahap sejauh ini). making the long story shorter, ditahun kedua kuliahnya which is tahun depan pacar gue harus ngelanjutin di benua yang beda sama gue sekarang. nyesek sih, tapi inilah salah satu rintangan yang harus kita hadapin. 

ga semua orang bisa ngejalanin LDR, &kebanyakan orang nganggep remeh orang yang menjalani LDR. temen gue bilang "that's not gonna work out, LDR itu taik" sebagian dari mereka gatau gimana rasanya, cuma denger-denger omongan oranglain kalo LDR itu ga akan bertahan, sebagian lagi adalah mereka yang ga berani ambil resiko, mereka ga berani keluar dari zona aman mereka. ga bermaksut untuk nyinggung siapapun disini. gue cuma menyayangkan aja sebuah hubungan yg gue yakin ga gampang dibangunnya, harus break-up hanya karena jarak. gue tau LDR itu sucks, gue tau LDR itu gaenak, &gue tau LDR itu banyak bgt godaannya, tp apa hanya segitu rasa sayang gue ke pasangan gue?

semalem gue sharing sama temen gue, dia bilang hal tersusah yg dia rasain selama LDR adalah nahan perasaan ketika ada seseorang yang ngedeketin kita. buat gue, that's not the hardest one. gue malah selalu berfikir gimana caranya gue manage pikiran negatif gue supaya gue bisa ngeyakinin diri gue, kalo pasangan gue ga akan macem-macem disana? gimana caranya untuk tetep exciting ketika kita ketemu lagi nanti? &gimana caranya supaya gue menerima perubahan yang ada ketika dia pulang? entah dari sisi selera, sampai pola pikir dan sudut pandang kita terhadap suatu hal. tapi semuanya balik lagi ke pribadi setiap pasangan, butuh ikatan komitmen yang kuat antara gue dan pacar gue untuk berani menghadapi jalan ini bareng2, bersyukurnya gue punya pacar yang selalu ngasih gue semangat, support, dan sebagainya. kita berdua yakin dengan hubungan kita & gue yakin kalo pacar gue adalah seseorang yang bisa menjaga omongannya.

sebenernya banyak hal baik yang bisa dihasilkan LDR, banyak hal yang bisa bikin gue semakin dewasa, it's a good practice, actually. gue bisa jadi orang yang lebih sabar, sabar untuk nunggu dia pulang, sabar untuk nunggu sampe gue bisa kesana, sabar untuk ditelfon sama dia, sabar untuk nunggu kabar dari dia, & pastinya sabar untuk ketemu sama dia. gue bisa lebih menghargai waktu yang gue punya, terutama ketika lagi barengan sama pacar gue, makin dihargain banget waktunya. ngebuat gue lebih rendah hati, & akan nyesel banget kalo sampe berantem, karena LDR gue jg harus bisa berkorban nurunin ego & gengsi gue, gue gaboleh lagi egois. a friend of mine said "one thing for sure, God will pay for your efforts to make things right. for your time to care someone that you love & for every trust that you've put on that" 

you know what is best? missing someone just makes you love them even more ;)

p.s: i love you, my Benetiara.

Love,

Frida

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, MY PRAMIS BENETIARA WIBAWA!!!

i love you more than love itself

i love you more than andy loves his buzz light year

i love you more than einstein loves his theory

i love you more than mozart loves piano

and i love you  more than you love drifting :p

*kisses&hugs* 

September 6th 2011,

♥prmsbntrwbw's

another words from my mind

psomeone said that am the only one who spent my parent's money in my family. why? cause since i was little, i'd already taken my own decision to decide on something which related to my life, my future. for example, when i was 7 i said to my mum that i decided to take an english course, &definitely mum said yes. (FYI she's typical of parent who always says yes for educational things. am grateful to have her. but waitttttt..... lemme explain why i write this post. yesterday me and the person who said the first sentence of this post had a fight. he choked me up with his-amazing-words. but i can say nothing, i just dealt with it.) then about 2 years later i felt bored, i thought that it isn't a good condition anymore to continue my course, i thought it just wasted her money and my time, so without my mums permission, i resigned from that institution and i thought to find another fascinating one. i always did the same thing, hmm lets say until now!!! why until now? check it out. am one of the economics student, i've studied at faculty of economics for a year. nothing wrong with economics actually, economics-is-just-not-my-thing, i found no passion in it, i tried to stay, to survive, but i won't give the maximum result in the end. so, i said to my mum that am thinking to change my major, and i decided to change it with Law. at first she didn't agree, she told me that i just wasted my time during a year if i change my major. but i explained to her patiently, everything what i felt. and finally... she said yes :)

i admit that statement is true, i don't wanna be a naive person who don't wanna admit my badass but at least i'm trying to make my own decision for my own life. thanks for made me realize that am a troublemaker in family, and big thanks for motivating me to prove that all of the money which spent for me won't be in vain, thanks a lot man! but i wanna tell you one important thing, it is not about i can't facing the economics stuffs, i proved i can. it is also not about spending my mums money, but it's all about satisfaction. satisfaction for finding your passion, satisfaction to live your life well, &satisfaction to get the best result for what you've done, for what you believe. 

I'M SORRY.......

Sometimes, i get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could. i guess it is my insecurities acting up. because i know i'm not the prettiest, smartest, or must fun and exciting. but, i do know that no matter how hard and long you look. you'll never find somebody who loves you like i do.